“I love you as my daughter”

The men were on their knees whispering in deepest devotion and with the most innocent hearts: "I love you as my daughter". Continuously for hours.

They did not touch me, but I could feel the heat of their words, the breadth and depth of the message penetrated my every cell.

Even before I laid down on the floor, I began crying in deep gratitude. These brave men, heroes of life - on their knees ready to give endless love to the feminine line.

I've held 6 Initiations with in total 200 people in the last 8 months, I've seen this ritual over and over again and every time I understood it a little deeper. But until the 6th I never received the gift of the ritual, because I held the field as host.

But this time I received and it felt like my whole body had been cooked open for 8 months by all the people before to get me ready to receive this love so purely.

What we do on these initiations is surgery. Precise and deep work with the nervous system.

Memories flushed through my system. My father, my mother, grandmother who hung herself, grandfather who killed himself drunk driving. Ancestors driven crazy by war.

All of them stood there whispering love into my cells. Endless, unconditional love.

This effect can never be achieved without working with the body and with the collective memories that are stored in the cells.

I surrendered and when I stood up from this magical ritual my whole body was new. I laughed in ecstacy. Purest joy.

Life is good. Men are good. Women are good. We are life!

To be able to really TRUST men is a big deal for most women.

And I am here to say that there is a path to wholeness.

Trust me.